i need to bitch & whine.
i’m in such a bad mood right now. i dont know if its really that bad or its just i havent been in a bad mood in so long and this is just normal. i wish i could say its pms but that doesnt happen anymore.
i said this a couple months ago and i was doing good… that i was done with the random stuff & wanted to find something steady.. like a boyfriend.. but then i don’t listen to that.. and now my life is where it’s at now. and the people i want to get to know more are clearly not interested in that.. and the people that do, i’m not really interested in. i dont get where you meet people anymore. not at school because im never there and my program is pretty much all women. and not at work cause we know how that goes. plus i work with douchebags. well one in particular. you meet someone at a bar, all they want is sex. no bueno. and i dont wanna get killed meeting someone off a site. i’m very paranoid in my old age.