May 2013
5 posts
i need to bitch & whine.
i’m in such a bad mood right now. i dont know if its really that bad or its just i havent been in a bad mood in so long and this is just normal. i wish i could say its pms but that doesnt happen anymore.
i said this a couple months ago and i was doing good… that i was done with the random stuff & wanted to find something steady.. like a...
also i have decided there is no point in not liking someone because everyone is like that person anyway.
im in a really bad mood. fuck.
i dont get why my brain fucktions the way it does.
April 2013
3 posts
if i don’t have an ass in 30 days i will flip a table
i’m beyond frustrated with work. i feel like it really is a dead end. i hope i hear back from some of these places. i hate putting in effort and getting no where with it. any “opportunities” that are coming up are not for me, and they know it. and they know who they want. whatever. i’ve been applying hardcore at places again. it sucks needing to have benefits, it just makes...
i kinda forgot about this site. i really only used it to bitch when i was miserable and reblog sad quotes and pictures to fit my mood.
things have been going pretty good. it’s a blessing to realize who your real friends are, no matter how you end up realizing it. and yet again i’ve been told i seem a lot happier now then how i was a few months ago.
school is going great. it’s...
March 2013
8 posts
grrr so mad my plans got messed up this weeeekend.
besides this minor bump, this month has been so fucking awesome so far. remove negativity from your life and it’s amazing how much things change. my entire outlook, i just feel GOOD. i thought i was finally content and happy in january. like everything was finally gone and good. but this feeling to then… it doesn’t even...
anxiety. holy hell.
i want this test to be over with :-/
i had THE worst dream last night. it was all my weaknesses into one dream. and then everyone hated me and wouldnt talk to me anymore cause i befriended someone again. like no one. not even my best friends.
and thats exactly what would happen if it was in real life. toxic people = bad. i know why everyone said you didn’t deserve...
$85 for the Deftones ticket. Very nice. This was definitely supposed to happen this way as Saturday night will be spent partying with my best friend for her birthday !
I feel bad for blaming someone this entire time for your misery. Maybe for once in your life you should realize that you’ve lost very amazing girls and maybe you should fix yourself cause this will be a repeat thing for you forever. Hell, you can’t even keep friends. Stop whining too. Get the hell over it.
“At first I did not know it was your diary, I thought it was a very sad handwritten book. ” lol
February 2013
24 posts
i dunno if i wrote this before. but who knows.
it’s funny how someone said i was over someone because i was able to have sex with someone else. that if you are able to do that, you must not love the other person anymore. i hope you’re choking on your words now.
why do i have a feeling getting my fucking Deftones ticket that i paid you for when you first bought them in case someone else was gonna go and i was STILL going to go is going to be a big fucking issue?
i will print out our entire conversation if you give me problems. i didn’t but my own ticket because i couldn’t afford to buy you one as well. but because i even told you about it in...
this house fucking irritates me. i work full time, and go to school full time and i’m supposed to now have TWO days during the week to clean. like what the fuck does my dad think this is?
i feel like i am about to get fucked over when it comes to these tickets that someone probably wouldnt even have if it wasnt for me telling them about them. esp if i paid 6 months ago for my ticket and i do not receive it..
i’m really still in a terrible mood. at least it’s turning to anger now though. it’s weird going from hanging out with someone a lot to knowing you will never speak again. ultimately i knew something super bad would have to be the end of that friendship. i wish i was every strong enough to do anything first. but the problem is i think i am stronger than i am. so i think i can...
i am still pissed. just talking about the situation with others makes me more mad. if you tell someone you are gonna drive them home, do it. or atleast make sure they get home okay if you care AT ALL in the slightest fucking bit. its times like these where i wish something bad would have happened so maybe something would affect you for once. if i was just brought home like someone SAID they would...
i’m thinking. i didn’t invite someone out for a reason. i wanted a night with my friends. idk why i said sure, come by last chance i’ll be there at 11. and if i knew the circumstances of what you wanted to do that night i would have never said i was gonna be there or wanted you to come.
idk. last night sucked. i wish i didn’t give a shit about anything like you do. if...
what i was taught one day at mahoneys is that don’t do anything you wouldn’t want the entire world to know . wise words of fernando rios. therefore, follow ur own advice
Honeslty I dont care who the fuck spots i blow up right now. I literally have been am AMAZING friend to someone who does not deserve it
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1 tag
Today was semi-productive minus the 2 hour long nap and no studying for my test tomorrow. I am doomed to fail that class anyway though.
Went walking with Sarah this morning and it was SO cold. And they didn’t even plow the rail trail so it was icy and gross for most parts. I can’t wait til it gets warm again. I have been good with eating today. I need to keep it up. I don’t...
denimwhiting:
we accept the love we think we deserve so if you make out with strangers and say it’s meaningless fun but wake up feeling hollow maybe it’s not fun and maybe it’s not meaningless and if you’re seeing a boy who you can’t talk to who likes and respects you but doesn’t know you and you keep seeing him (to be polite) maybe you don’t like or respect yourself we accept the love we...
Why do i and everyone i love pick people who treat...
“But even if we don’t have the power to choose where we come from, we can still...”
– (via ehollyawesome)
I kinda forgot about this thing. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. These mood swings are TERRIBLE. its like super highs, and then super lows. Literally I go from being in a really great mood, to wanting to cry in a few seconds. I hope this stops soon.
I’m in a blah mood. I thought something happened last night that apparently didn’t. I spent pretty much the hours of...
January 2013
7 posts
so i have decided i will try my hardest to not be near social media when i am angry drunk. it’s bad. unfortunately there is no breathalizer app for my iphone yet. only when i am happy drunk and post annoying statuses
today was fabulous and productive. even with best buy in the middle.
i booked vacation earlier. i feel like the houses get bigger every year and i’m totally ok with that. this one even has a nice tree next to it. i hope there is cool people around us. i also can’t wait for my king size master room. this shit is annoying to plan though. good thing all the numbers are pretty much the...
i’m in such a bad mood.
i was having a really good weekend too. i really don’t understand the point in asking someone to come hang out numerous times only to start a huge fight and make them feel like shit as soon as they are alone with you.
and yet again, i am treated like garbage that can be thrown out and forgotten. i mean i guess it’s hard to forget HOW much i was...
i feel like i need to make a happy post.
i never said this before but really.. im making this my year and if you dont like it, leave.
i’ve learned a lot from last year. big plans. and most likely, you are not a part of them.
hello 2013 i am drunk.
i cant believe something i was told earlier. if someone is still hung up on someone else after tonight, i might lose some faith in humanity. c’mon now… how much of a fucking idiot do you have to be to even say a word to someone?! you clearly don’t give a fuck so don’t pretend you do… and actually, IF you gave a fuck about that person,...
December 2012
19 posts
